According to my dad, I'm grounded for the rest of the year.
Because:
-My Chemistry test score...
-Not having ANY curiosity within school subjects
-Doing all my homework "mechanically" without thought
-Not having interest in asking questions
-Wasting too much time
-Not being focused.
They're thinking of taking my iPod away too.
Holy shit.
[Excuse the language, but I find it appropriate here.]
I think I'm so freaked that I can't even type in capitals and use exclamation marks.
Wow, today was probably the shittiest day ever.
No joke.
At the moment I also have another huge problem to deal with. And I want to get that over with.
And I could like, seriously, just get out of this house and walk to understand what the hell is going on in life.
But, I won't, because it's pitch black and I'd prolly freeze to death.
And I wouldn't get my work done.
And a circle would be created.
What a great way to end the day.
Just fucking great.
11 comments:
You just pretty much summed up everything I'm feeling right now. I'm just glad that my parents have noticed that I'm beating myself up for the chem stuff too, so they've decided to lay back a little on the lecturing. Today was just shit =[ Sorry to hear that ur parents are being mean =[
x.x
I'm sorry Ivyyyy
Smiiile? And don't swear? And eat ice creammm...
*patpat*
I am not really sure what to say =/
I'm sorryyy x.x
Augh. Yeah. It’s not only that parents lecturing that’s making me annoyed. It’s just the fact that I actually don’t see myself improving in chem. Which is seriously making me annoyed. And my parents are giving me this “you’re going to flip burgers” lecture, and it’s just like “okay, I get it.” You know what I mean? But I can’t talk back to my parents or it just makes it worse. But really, I just want to go outside, and just like, walk. Walk. I don’t even know WHY. But it seems really appealing. But then, my parents will be like what is wrong with you. And then I won’t get work done. D: (Which will lead to even more failure ah!) It’s so weird, though. Today was just terrible. And I was pretty happy yesterday. Jeez.
And Anita it’s okay. I just felt like typing something on the blog, ‘cause I haven’t for awhile. And today was a miserable day. So yeah. /: I just hope tomorrow will get better.
OMGWTFRUS???
AHHHHHHh!
IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD X.X;;;;;
THAT'S CRAPTASTIC.
x.x
What happened on the Chem. test?
-headdesk-
-headdesk-
-dies-
I can't believe this T__T
Life is a bee-yach [sometimes]
*pats on the back*
Sorry...? And prove 'em wrong, 'cause that's just... ridiculous. Unfair. Life is like that, but that doesn't mean you let it drag you, your attitude, your life down, right? x]
That's Asian parents for you...
Hey at least you got us! ^^
Haha my mom gives me the "flippin' burgers" lecture too. She says I'ma grow up to work at McDonalds or something =/
But it's okay, Ivy. It'll get better, it always does!
I'm not sure what this huge problem is, but if it's anything to do with what you told me in history, Hey! There's no need to do anything right now, so no use in worrying so much about it! Things are gonna turn out the way they're meant to turn out...worrying won't change anything.
But yeah. My mom is actually not so bad with that stuff, but she does get kinda pissed when I get Bs, and she gets mad when I get Cs. I never tell her if I get a D, lol. And she doesn't check, so...it's good for me =].
But just take your parents criticisms and use them as motivation! You're only 14, you're just starting high school...this is only the first quarter, you have so much more time left! Forget about this test (but go in for tutorial) and focus on the next one! Ask me if you need help, I'll try my best to assistez-vouz :)
Remember, even when your parents are...frustrating, you always have your friends to complain to!
And wow, Jessica apparently told her dad, because her dad talked to my dad today, and was like “Relax, Jessica got a bad score on a chemistry test too, it’s okay.” And then my dad came home and got hella pissed at me, he was like “wow, just go broadcast that everywhere, huh?” and like “What bothers me is that what bothers you is how I was yelling at you, not your actual score. You tell people I yelled at you, but you don’t tell them your bad score. Have you no shame?” and I was like WOW, ‘cause I did do bad on the test, and you guys know it. Wow, okay then dad. This is really screwed up.
It seems frustrating right now, but think of it from your parents' point of view--you were doing just about PRISM-average for the longest time, and BAM!
New school, new teachers, new boyfriend. And a bunch of afterschool stuff.
All of a sudden, there is a ton of stuff that is non-academic in your life, and so far, your parents have been very accomodating and allowed/took you to all the events and fluff.
An email alert pops in one day that says you completely failed your chemistry test (assuming, here) and they, of course, are upset. Being a logical as they possibly can, they assume that it is all the new non-academic things that are the cause of this failure, and limit it in the most efficient way--by grounding you. Because they are so upset, they ground you for...er...a long time.
Then you go and tell people about it. While we understand, as your peers, that you feel very terrible about your score and are beating yourself up about it already, from what they hear it seems like you're mostly concerned about being grounded.
Of course, being grounded only fuels your bad mood, because you're beating yourself up and your parents are too.
Because Jessica's dad calls and talks to them, it is a matter of great insult and shame that there are other parents telling them, in more pleasant words, that their methods are too harsh.
They can't exactly tell you how they feel (they're parents! Why would they?) and so just yell at you some more and use accusatory methods to get rid of steam.
...
It's depressing, I know.
But not that unreasonable.
Yeah, I see their reasoning too.
I'm just kinda frustrated -.-'
And they took my iPod away.
*head falls into a million pieces*
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