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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

"All at Once"--and you begin to wonder...

If you seek Amy?
Maybe a lil bit... lookin' for her, right? xD
But actually not that important.

A friend linked this on facebook; I guess it is good for something
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZjIjKT1QfQE&feature=channel
I'm so drawn to her... she is the [only one] that can make my heart beat fast, the [only] one that commands my attention, the [only] one I can laugh, cry, and give my all to.

But I get the feeling my all isn't enough.
Whether it's not enough time spent with her, not bothering her when she's surrounded by all her other guy friends... I guess I do get a lil bit jealous, even though technically we're not together.
But girl, you call out other guys, you talk to me about which guys you think are cute, you punch and kick, you regularly insult my intelligence and much else besides...
Hey! That's our dynamic. That's how it works... and we get along lovely.

But...I still wonder.
I'm not enough. I don't 'sweep you off your feet'
You still think about other guys
I have those quiet, awkward moments where I don't know what to say.
You told me if I can satisfy, you'd move on. Just like I did to you.
We can't relate in a group setting...? All our relationship building happens one on one?
Sometimes it does feel one sided.

Moral of the story: choose that special someone knowing full well what their faults are, whether you're willing to bear those as well.

I chose... well? I'd like to think.
There are days I wonder, and days I definitely do not.
Either be consumed or be independent... I haven't a damn clue
She acts independent. I. . . ?


There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another
To another



...i may be madly in love

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